The times when you learn, grow, and discover who you are the most is when you’re thrown out into the world and are forced to be alone, try new things and put what you already know aside, and learn for yourself. For me, anyways.

It’s called the past cause I’m getting past
And I ain’t nothing like I was before
You ought to see me now

I’ve done things I never imagined that I would. I’ve become less critical of my own actions and have learned how to step away from always second guessing myself and my actions. Part of is having been able to realize and learn how to “not give a fuck” about anything else but myself at the time and moment. I think I’ve done way too much thinking about what’s best for everyone else and wanting everything to be how it should be and have ignored my own self. I’m not asking anyone else to notice that fact the I’ve grown as a person, because seeing it in myself is good enough for me.